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Miacca2000: sweet lover!...
| Seeking: | Male Age 30 to 90 | | Status: | 34 Never married Straight Female | | Location: | | | Interest In: | Long-Term Relationship | | Ethnicity: | Asian | | Living: | Live with parents | | Eye Catcher: | No Answer | | | Height: | 5'2 inches | | Body: | Average | | Hair/Eyes: | Black, Black | | Smoke: | No way | | Drink: | Never touch it | | Exercise | 2 times a week | | Politics: | None | | | Education: | High school | | Religion: | Christian | | Income: | $15,001 to $25,000 | | Occupation: | High School Graduate | | Offspring: | 1 child | | Personality: | Adventurous | | Country: | Philippines | |
MY STORY
I am single mom i had 1 baby boy his 5 years old now. i am not married actually, my ex boy friend has left me when he knows that i am pregnant and i feel so much hurt on that time. my ex boy friend on that time is 21 and i am 19 on that time. Anyway, over the past month Ive tried contacting him, tried fixing things, but i cant contact him, maybe he is not interested or he not love me. i know I made a mistake but I cannot understand why he is holding this much anger towards me? It hurts and upsets me. I know I need to let go and after the way Ive been treated over the past month, I dont understand why I cant "hate" him or just forget about him, hes is literally on my mind 247 and I hate it, I just want to forget him and the hurt he has caused me. I love him so much, but I know I need to stop that, I just dont know how and the fact that I am carrying his child, well how am I not supposed to think about him? I cant understand why and how he seems to have moved on so quickly and just completely forgotten about me. He hasnt bothered once to ask me how the pregnancy is goinghow I am going, yet he has gone around telling EVERYONE that he is going to be a father, how can he say hes going to be a father when hes not involved at all? Hes not even going to know when Im in the hospital giving birth to the child. All i can say, now i can move on. for what he did to me, the pain and the hurt, i think its over.I tried my heart out, tried to fix things and I realize now it was stupid and a waste of my time. but i forgot him already. Thanks to ready my long story.
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